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Question:
Am I ignorant?
Is it wrong to be a private person?
Is it wrong to be sensitive?
Do I deserve time to myself to think?
Please answer these questions for me before I have a meltdown.
How I feel on the questions:
Last I checked it was okay not to be an open book all the time, I mean if you were always open why would anyone want to come read you? I've never considered myself ignorant. I mean I study hard, I understand people, I'm pretty liberal about most issues and try to stay up to date on politics in the US and abroad. I dunno. I've never considered myself ignorant. I'm a sensitive person, I'm cautious around new people. I dont open up well. I've learned the hard way many times that if you're too open you get hurt. I dont think I went one year in public schooling when I wasnt picked on or had someone spread rumors around about me. I had a close nit group of friends that I could count on, but I never really did.
After tonight I dont see a real reason to open up at all. Its my first year of college. I have friends. I'm just trying to fit in but I guess that's not good enough anymore. I guess I have to let everyone here know everything about me. Well fuck that. Maybe I'll just transfer to Salem State or some place closer to home. Why should I bother to stay some place where I'm not accepted for being who I am.
Screw this.
Screw you.
Am I ignorant?
Is it wrong to be a private person?
Is it wrong to be sensitive?
Do I deserve time to myself to think?
Please answer these questions for me before I have a meltdown.
How I feel on the questions:
Last I checked it was okay not to be an open book all the time, I mean if you were always open why would anyone want to come read you? I've never considered myself ignorant. I mean I study hard, I understand people, I'm pretty liberal about most issues and try to stay up to date on politics in the US and abroad. I dunno. I've never considered myself ignorant. I'm a sensitive person, I'm cautious around new people. I dont open up well. I've learned the hard way many times that if you're too open you get hurt. I dont think I went one year in public schooling when I wasnt picked on or had someone spread rumors around about me. I had a close nit group of friends that I could count on, but I never really did.
After tonight I dont see a real reason to open up at all. Its my first year of college. I have friends. I'm just trying to fit in but I guess that's not good enough anymore. I guess I have to let everyone here know everything about me. Well fuck that. Maybe I'll just transfer to Salem State or some place closer to home. Why should I bother to stay some place where I'm not accepted for being who I am.
Screw this.
Screw you.