Just Fucking Lovely
Well just when I thought life couldn't get any sadder, I was proved wrong once more. Now, on top of having no job and no where to live, I have to find a new home for my baby, my sweet Toby. The only light in my life, the one life in this world that loves me unconditionally. I am gonna miss him so much, I'm already broken hearted. That poor baby deserves better than what I can give him. I just hope he'll be ok. I know I'm going to be miserable w/o him, I cant fathom how he will be. Now I really have nothing to live for. Its all either been taken or sent away, for one reason or another. My life is quickly proving to feel quite meaningless. If only I weren't such a coward.