Oct 27, 2004 20:51
As I am here lonbger and longer, I miss everyone more and more. It hurts to walk outside and not see familiar faces. Its quiet not being at a where I know everyone.
This past weekend I wanted so much to see all of those friendly faces. I waited and waited for this "friend" of mine to come. The only way I could get him up here in the first place was to bribe him, as always, and even then he didnt show. No call, no nothing. The saddest thing about it all, is I expected him to do this. He once again blew me off for drugs. The drugs were more important than our friendship. Countless times he turned his back on me to go get high on something. So I appologize to those of you who were looking forward to seeingme as I was to seeing you, for putting my trust into and unreliable person.
On the upside, I will be bribing someone else to come and get me in 2 weeks. I love you all. Ciao!