Lonely
"Country Road... Take me home, To the place, I belong... West Virgina, Mountain momma... take me home..... country road......"
I like that song when i'm all lonely and such not. Currently i'm analyzing myself and why i feel the way i currently do. Currently, i have feelings of:
Anger- Parents, Brother, Self, Life in general.
Sadness- How pathetic i can be
Anxiety- Play
Anxiousness- Play, Natalie
Happiness- Play, Natalie, Now and Then
Fear- Self, Natalie
Wonder- Natalie
Admiration- Bethany, Natalie
Doubt- Natalie
So you can tell what i have on the brain, can you not? A few things..... but i am especially intrigued by Natalie... I've been told many different things about her, like she doesn't kiss till marriage, which is way super cool i think. And that she may just lead people on sometimes, which i don't know so i'm investigatin. Can't believe most things until you know them! Good logic eh? At any rate, i really really really really really really really wanna know!!!! SOOO bad! Cause i just wanna hold someone ya know? I miss that alot. Alot alot...
So in practice today, i had like 3 girls all over me scratching my head and feeling me up, lolol, it was SOOO embarassing to try and say my lines. But oh well, at least they are girls! The play is gonna be sooo cool. But that's about the good thing i have goin right now, and i'm clinging to it with all that is me, and hoping it will never ever end! *sigh*
Dum de dum de dum de dum de dum de dum de dum. I still feel like writing, but i don't know about what! It's like.. i wish i could write like bethany could... and i might be able to, i don't know, but i'm too afraid to try for some reason. I just like to sit back, enjoy and critique. Don't get me wrong, not critisize, critique, do give feedback, not neccisarrily just negative feedback. And i like my website *hug website* *sigh* Man i'm sad, i'm hugging my friggin website. Oh well... i'm going to go contemplate life some more.... And be lonely doin it *sigh*
I like that song when i'm all lonely and such not. Currently i'm analyzing myself and why i feel the way i currently do. Currently, i have feelings of:
Anger- Parents, Brother, Self, Life in general.
Sadness- How pathetic i can be
Anxiety- Play
Anxiousness- Play, Natalie
Happiness- Play, Natalie, Now and Then
Fear- Self, Natalie
Wonder- Natalie
Admiration- Bethany, Natalie
Doubt- Natalie
So you can tell what i have on the brain, can you not? A few things..... but i am especially intrigued by Natalie... I've been told many different things about her, like she doesn't kiss till marriage, which is way super cool i think. And that she may just lead people on sometimes, which i don't know so i'm investigatin. Can't believe most things until you know them! Good logic eh? At any rate, i really really really really really really really wanna know!!!! SOOO bad! Cause i just wanna hold someone ya know? I miss that alot. Alot alot...
So in practice today, i had like 3 girls all over me scratching my head and feeling me up, lolol, it was SOOO embarassing to try and say my lines. But oh well, at least they are girls! The play is gonna be sooo cool. But that's about the good thing i have goin right now, and i'm clinging to it with all that is me, and hoping it will never ever end! *sigh*
Dum de dum de dum de dum de dum de dum de dum. I still feel like writing, but i don't know about what! It's like.. i wish i could write like bethany could... and i might be able to, i don't know, but i'm too afraid to try for some reason. I just like to sit back, enjoy and critique. Don't get me wrong, not critisize, critique, do give feedback, not neccisarrily just negative feedback. And i like my website *hug website* *sigh* Man i'm sad, i'm hugging my friggin website. Oh well... i'm going to go contemplate life some more.... And be lonely doin it *sigh*