lucid dreaming (or semi)
Last night, I held on to the penis of stranger and gave him a hand job and a blow job. This stranger was a homosexual and he had sex regularly with other men in the gay community. At the end of this act, as his sperm shot all over the floor and on my thighs, feelings of worry came over me. I was concerned about getting HIV from him, if he indeed had the disease. I asked him if he has had a checkup done before. He said "No, I have not yet had a check done before". I became more anxious. Somewhere, at the back of my mind I recalled that incidences of gay men having HIV were quite high. I walked around, moving out of the venue where I had slept with him, following him out. At a turn, I remembered feeling my blanket on my legs and I said to myself "Lucky this is just a dream".
I did not wake up.
So the dreams continued and I believe that was the first time I had a clear lucid dream.
I did not wake up.
So the dreams continued and I believe that was the first time I had a clear lucid dream.