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This is my last livejournal entry. The reason is because of Andrew "Roo" Vandegrift. I knew him for a good bit of time, I'm guessing maybe 4-5 yrs. About two maybe three months ago he stopped talking to me. No AIM, no E-mails-Technological Silence. The funy thing is is that the last time I talked to him on the phone, about having to put my cat to sleep, was the day that he stopped talking to or at least made it balatantly obvious. And I've always wondered why talk to me then if you weren't going to talk to me anymore? Why take a phone call but no e-mail?
I haven't tried to call him again mostly because I am afraid to. I mean I'm not really looking to call someone and get yelled at or to get all hurt-like. I do wonder what would happen if I did try to call again, he'd probably just hang up.
He was my last friend on Livejournal. Dillard and the others either dropped me like andrew did or, like Dillard, disinterestedly entertain conversation with me whenever I say antyhing to them but really just don't give a friggin care about anything concerning me-their ability to find any reason not to talk to me is amazing.
So I'm going now. With no friends except for two at RU, whom I don't really talk to that much. But I guess all of my high school friends have left me now. That is a crushing thought, really it is-believe it or not I have....sentiments, feelings, a heart-whatever you wanna call it.
So Good-Bye.
I haven't tried to call him again mostly because I am afraid to. I mean I'm not really looking to call someone and get yelled at or to get all hurt-like. I do wonder what would happen if I did try to call again, he'd probably just hang up.
He was my last friend on Livejournal. Dillard and the others either dropped me like andrew did or, like Dillard, disinterestedly entertain conversation with me whenever I say antyhing to them but really just don't give a friggin care about anything concerning me-their ability to find any reason not to talk to me is amazing.
So I'm going now. With no friends except for two at RU, whom I don't really talk to that much. But I guess all of my high school friends have left me now. That is a crushing thought, really it is-believe it or not I have....sentiments, feelings, a heart-whatever you wanna call it.
So Good-Bye.