"App. 4 days, 13 hours"
Dear Journal,
It has been approximately four days and 13 hours since I had my last cigarette. I got a free pass yesterday because I was so hungover that I didn't want a cigarette at all. They usually make my hangovers worse. Finally, a benefit to a hangover! The night before I was so drunk I walked home from a bar because I couldn't find my car (which I shouldn't have been driving anyway) but as far as I know, I didn't smoke. It really, really helps that NO ONE around me smokes. Anyway, I guess the little monster is still dying. And the nintendo is still helping me kill it. I really don't think I've "kicked" anything yet. I mean, the withdrawal pangs are manageable and are still supposed to last another two weeks or so but I still feel the psychological, the NEED, aka "the big monster" or whatever the fuck. Anyway. Yeah. The withdrawal has given my writing...less the touch it once had. Something.
It has been approximately four days and 13 hours since I had my last cigarette. I got a free pass yesterday because I was so hungover that I didn't want a cigarette at all. They usually make my hangovers worse. Finally, a benefit to a hangover! The night before I was so drunk I walked home from a bar because I couldn't find my car (which I shouldn't have been driving anyway) but as far as I know, I didn't smoke. It really, really helps that NO ONE around me smokes. Anyway, I guess the little monster is still dying. And the nintendo is still helping me kill it. I really don't think I've "kicked" anything yet. I mean, the withdrawal pangs are manageable and are still supposed to last another two weeks or so but I still feel the psychological, the NEED, aka "the big monster" or whatever the fuck. Anyway. Yeah. The withdrawal has given my writing...less the touch it once had. Something.