im numb
damn i dont know what it is... but i've been in this weird funk lately... cant concentrate... dont wanna... dont care... i hurt... blah blah blah... what a winner...puleezz...
i hate when one piece of the puzzle is missing fucks up the whole picture... makes it not worth all the effort... but for some reason i keep looking for that stupid piece... i hope when i find it... i can final feel like me again...
i cant wait to go home... home...mmmmm... big bed... comfort... family... love... smiles... MY ROOM!!! man i miss u... i sware i could hid out in my room indefinutly and b content with life... no tv... no computer... just me... my tables...good tunes... and a sketch book or two... and fuck the phone... its comin out the wall soon as i walk in... its just a waste of space... there's nobody to call anyway...
im finished feelin like its my responsability...to be who u want me to b.. im me... thats all ive ever known... and after realizing this i can finally c u'll never b who i want u to b... goodbye to u.......
....i think im goin crazy....
i hate when one piece of the puzzle is missing fucks up the whole picture... makes it not worth all the effort... but for some reason i keep looking for that stupid piece... i hope when i find it... i can final feel like me again...
i cant wait to go home... home...mmmmm... big bed... comfort... family... love... smiles... MY ROOM!!! man i miss u... i sware i could hid out in my room indefinutly and b content with life... no tv... no computer... just me... my tables...good tunes... and a sketch book or two... and fuck the phone... its comin out the wall soon as i walk in... its just a waste of space... there's nobody to call anyway...
im finished feelin like its my responsability...to be who u want me to b.. im me... thats all ive ever known... and after realizing this i can finally c u'll never b who i want u to b... goodbye to u.......
....i think im goin crazy....