born blue

[drugstorcowgurl]

today im just so sad... it seems my dreams are all i have.... waking with an empty hand... reminds me of all ive never had....my head is filled with dread... and my stomach with regret....what did i do to feel this way??... ive lived my life in haste...expectations become a waste... i cant help but think itd be okay.... if i drempt my life away... life is never whats intended... just a string of unhappy endins...but everythings a cycle right??...
so when i start my ascend...remind me of the darkest dim... to keep things in perspective... and learn to life with what life gives....