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some things are better left unsaid... but its days like these that make me worry... about whats left to come... the past few have been quite a high...though reality eventually kicks in...life is never what u expect but everything ur unprepared for...just a reminder to myself: ~never doubt the past... its only the prelude to today...~ its funny how we are our greatest critics...disclosing secrets no one else knows... despising urslef for reasons unknown... i know sometimes i just feel crazy for the thoughts inside my brain... but i guess its those thoughts that actually keep me saine... make me realize ive got something worth to say... its silly to think your thoughts havent been thought before... of all the thoughts in all the world... but just as before it continues again... reminding myself to take it all in stride... expexct nothing and never be disapointed...
