Feeling Better
When I went to visit my nan, I felt so bad She was really in pain, and she didn't look like my nan. She looked fragile and hurt. I only realised how old my nan was at that moment. She's 82 or something, but really young for her age. She doesn't talk or act like an old lady and she HATED being seen with a walking stick. She had trendy clothes, but didn't look like "mutton dressed as lamb" as she calls it. She has the cleanest house ever and she doesn't smell or act in any way like an old lady.
I ended up in tears. I tried really hard to blink them back but in the end I gave up. I felt relieved when my cousin came and my mum sent her and me off into a different room. I couldn't take anymore.
we went back the next day, however and the morphine had kicked in and she was SO much better. She was sitting up and watching TV and she looked so much better.
Now shes doing great, she actually got up and walked which is brilliant progress and the doctors say she could be out by the end of this week, which is excellent as normally people can stay in for up to 14 days.
She just has to walk up stiars before she's allowed to go home which shouldn't be too long :)
On other notes, i really need to sort myself out. Everytime I get a bit of money i go out and spend it. I have no self conrol AT ALL. I have only 6 pounds to my name and it's my mums birthday in 2 weeks! i've been selling some cds recently (shhh!!) so maybe that will get me back on track but i cannot seriously live on £5 pocket money a week with my clothes addiction. I need sorting out.
I need a job
but I'm only 15.
thank god i don't own a credit card.
I ended up in tears. I tried really hard to blink them back but in the end I gave up. I felt relieved when my cousin came and my mum sent her and me off into a different room. I couldn't take anymore.
we went back the next day, however and the morphine had kicked in and she was SO much better. She was sitting up and watching TV and she looked so much better.
Now shes doing great, she actually got up and walked which is brilliant progress and the doctors say she could be out by the end of this week, which is excellent as normally people can stay in for up to 14 days.
She just has to walk up stiars before she's allowed to go home which shouldn't be too long :)
On other notes, i really need to sort myself out. Everytime I get a bit of money i go out and spend it. I have no self conrol AT ALL. I have only 6 pounds to my name and it's my mums birthday in 2 weeks! i've been selling some cds recently (shhh!!) so maybe that will get me back on track but i cannot seriously live on £5 pocket money a week with my clothes addiction. I need sorting out.
I need a job
but I'm only 15.
thank god i don't own a credit card.