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[druce698]

Not much has really happened since my last entry. This one goes out to Crystal hopefully she will be able to read this somewhere. There has been a lot of things I wanted to say to you since I have seen you last. There just hasn't been any right timing. So I will say it on here and I know you will be pissed and I don't care. I'm going to say what I

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[xgothicgoddessx]

I see where you are coming from...I do, however reguardless of what happened to me and crystal i still hold the fact that she chose a guy over a friend, bc you know what i lost a guy that was grand and i just hope that anthony did change, but i know he will not. As for her comment, like i said b4 everyone liked bill he was a brother, friend, fiancee, whichever, to us all. Anthony can not and will NEVER compare. Personally ( and yes crystal i do feel this way in my heart and you may take it whichever way you wish, and i do not mean it to be harsh but i know people will agree) You seem jealous of bill and mines relationship. Period. Not always, has she felt that way but it is there. Anthony cannot give her what she needs, and i can say that bc i know what love is. and yes mabye her and his love is different, but that is not love. I am sorry. And her love for me is the same as her love for anythony, not real. Because she ended it just like that. Not a care. So yes tom true colours show, I am just sayng what BILL said to me that i never told anyone....Crystal only cares about herself.......and ever since Bill knew what her decision was lost all respect bc he RESPECTED girls and everything you could imagine and for he to chose anthony made it all the worse and it hurt him to see her let it happen. And this was what he wanted to tell crystal and he cannot. And i feel the same, obviously. Sorry, but i have no interest in being her friend. It was nice of her to be there for me and i thank her, but its just like seeing jess allen, or melissa turner, or rachael hoist there. I will never be their friends again or try to at all, but i like that they were there. So yea it goes to as long as you do not piss me off, i will be nice. Well i am not pissed but i sure as hell will not let falacious people keep contact with me. bc all those people hurt bill. Allot. This one was for you Bill <3.
I love you baby billy
-Lauren