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Dec 15, 2004 12:00

most folks don't have to go to court to see their children.. your right.. i don't know what it's like. april the 6th is the day me and my mother went to our lawyers office in downtown mobile.. to file a suit for paternity testing/visitation/joint custody. i didn't know he was mine then. i believed her enough to try to be the father i want and wanted to be 4 days after he was born. i never ran out of them. she left me. i'm not going to lie here and i'm not going to lie in court, when it comes to me not being sure back then. i loved that girl so much. she hurt me many times and i just wanted to make things work. she used to call me every morning before she went to school.. i knew she loved me just because of that.

i just wish we could settle out of court. if she never wanted to see me, that'd be fine.. she could of moved in with us after she had zane. she knows that. she knows the truth.

me and my family are never going to give up. all we want is to be there for zane.. he will know one day that he has another family that will love him as much as his mother's family and do everything that our clan can.

i better get ready for work. i thought it was thursday for a minute! oops i wouldnt want to be late
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