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i love Zane. yes. i was nervous in that conference/court room. i didn't know we were going to court until' one day before. i wanted to kill my lawyer, i was so stressed out.
i was surprised, at how good he was spending the night. i figured he might wake up whiny. but he woke up and just cuddled with me for an hour before we got out of bed. i'm sure you've never heard of how sometimes he cries when i hand him over to his grandfather.
i thought we might of had a month notice before we wen't to court. one day was what we had. i just tried not to look at you. tried to be really calm. i thought i was nice.
he's so good over here. he really is. he never cries. it's amazing. but i'm sure you have seen that picture of the 1st time he came over last year.
i guess you will always hate me and never let me see him besides my visitation. i do wish we could be civil with each other in the future.
what i really want to know is why you didn't go down without a fight.
i was surprised, at how good he was spending the night. i figured he might wake up whiny. but he woke up and just cuddled with me for an hour before we got out of bed. i'm sure you've never heard of how sometimes he cries when i hand him over to his grandfather.
i thought we might of had a month notice before we wen't to court. one day was what we had. i just tried not to look at you. tried to be really calm. i thought i was nice.
he's so good over here. he really is. he never cries. it's amazing. but i'm sure you have seen that picture of the 1st time he came over last year.
i guess you will always hate me and never let me see him besides my visitation. i do wish we could be civil with each other in the future.
what i really want to know is why you didn't go down without a fight.