May 06, 2004 17:00
Eh, i feel really stupid. Today is the most relaxing day i've had in forever and i feel extremley discontent. As melodramatic as this sounds i miss my friends. I talk to people all day and have tons of people i consider friends, but i feel like i havent really conected with anyone lately. Like that we all just hang out out of routine. I miss all the fun we all had. Like i talked to Candee today and started thinking how we arent half as close as we used to be, and honestly i didnt even know it was bugging me until today. I have this strong feeling not of being unwanted, but like if something happened to me people would just be like that sucks whatever and move on. I know i must sound petty, but its been weighing on my mind. I finally got the guy i wanted and the grades but my friends are the biggest influences in my life and are lacking! Hm i will strum a little on the ole' guitar to soothe the teen drama soul. Everyone post whatever you want:) love you