Dec 20, 2004 10:18
firday was so messed up..
i feel sooo fuckin violated....
people just dont know what stop and no means..
im startin to hate the people here agian...
all they do is talk about everyone else and never mind their own business...
Betty came friday night...justin go to meet her..i think he liked her..
saturday..me and my mom and bill and betty went to Olive Garden...my favorite place ever..
and then we picked up yahsira and went to the mall..
me mom got her hair and makeup done for bill business party..
i didnt get to see her b/c i was babysittin ...
but i made betty take pictures of them before they left..
justin had a horrible day saturday..i felt so bad and there was nothin i could do..i felt useless..
sunday me and justin went to the movies..we saw Spanlish..it was ok..kinda boring at times..i fell asleep for like 10 mins...lol..
then he finished up his christmas shoppin...
and while we were waitin for rick to pick us up...it started SNOWING...it was so awesome..so romantic..hehe..
and when i got home i wrapped all the presants that i bought..i didnt realize i bought so many..
i hope everyone likes everything i bought them...
christmas is kinda gonna suck b/c thurday im leaving for my dads and i wont be back til christmas day at like 2
and justin is leaving for his dads at 2 and not comin back til tuesday..so we wont see eachother for 5 days and
wont get to spend christmad together..it really sucks..
i dont think im doin anything today after school..
but i think tomorrow justin is comin home on the bus with me and thursday i think he is comin over before i leave too..
wednesday me and my mom are goin 'justin shoppin'...
she still needs to buy him stuff and i wanna buy him more b/c i got some more money now..
tomorrow justin has a school trip and wont be here all day..i dont wanna come to school especially with the shit thats goin on right now..
i dont think ill be able to stay strong enough without him here..
gotta go study hall is over...
science next...:tear:
i love you justin