hellogoodbye
"the word out this town can hardly breathe, the air is filled up with dust and dying dreams, attaching wings to all the sights, making sure these buildings fly, we've worked too hard to breathe without a fight"
Ok I just checked my aisis account and it's not active anymore. I have so many memories from college and high school and I just can't seem to let go of any. I am about to type how much I will miss all of this and how much I want to secretly cry like I did when my mom first left me at pre-school (I WILL MISS ALL OF THIS AND I WILL SECRETLY CRY LIKE I DID WHEN MY MOM FIRST LEFT ME AT PRE-SCHOOL). I just passed ateneo law and fucking hell, it's school all over again but this time, it's strictly business. They say college is a party and well, I'm guessing law school is a cave. It's just sad, really... How it just happened so quickly. All the drama about change and new things and doors can't compare to this one. It feels like a whole new book and not just a measly chapter. Parang tapos na eh. Andrama. No more room for errors, huge decisions, sacrifice, bloodsweattears. I don't like it one bit. I've lived the real world all my life but I think this part is the most different. All I hear in songs are "it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over" I know it's not, but I'm just in an overly dramatic and nostalgic mood and I'm sure I'm rambling and being incoherent.
My point is, I want to be 18 again.
Ok I just checked my aisis account and it's not active anymore. I have so many memories from college and high school and I just can't seem to let go of any. I am about to type how much I will miss all of this and how much I want to secretly cry like I did when my mom first left me at pre-school (I WILL MISS ALL OF THIS AND I WILL SECRETLY CRY LIKE I DID WHEN MY MOM FIRST LEFT ME AT PRE-SCHOOL). I just passed ateneo law and fucking hell, it's school all over again but this time, it's strictly business. They say college is a party and well, I'm guessing law school is a cave. It's just sad, really... How it just happened so quickly. All the drama about change and new things and doors can't compare to this one. It feels like a whole new book and not just a measly chapter. Parang tapos na eh. Andrama. No more room for errors, huge decisions, sacrifice, bloodsweattears. I don't like it one bit. I've lived the real world all my life but I think this part is the most different. All I hear in songs are "it's over it's over it's over it's over it's over" I know it's not, but I'm just in an overly dramatic and nostalgic mood and I'm sure I'm rambling and being incoherent.
My point is, I want to be 18 again.