Hippolyte
I just got home from a funeral showing. I felt so stupid for crying because I hardly knew Don, but I remembered him and when I got there, I saw him lying in the casket, lifeless, peaceful, it just made me ball. It was like everyhing I have been holding up inside me just let loose. I cried because of Don, because of Chris and what I was thinking about at my work, and what would happen to me if I lost Chris.
Everytime I try to talk to him about something, he thinks I'm putting a guilt trip on him. I'll just say it now because he's at his tutor.
What he said to me yesterday hurt really bad. I know that you can get over what people say to you and that they're just words, but those words hurt really bad. I did forgive, but it still hurts me a whole lot. It will take some time for me to get back to normal because I have been nothing but good to him, and this is how he repays me by saying fuck off and calling me a bitch. I just don't like being cussed at period. I know that Chris cusses, but it isn't directed toward me. That's fine. I just don't like being called that by my boyfriend. It made me feel like he didn't respect me, that he used me, and that i was stupid.
Chris, I know that it is hard for you to understand, but I have come to the conclusion that if you say that to me again, then I can't be with you. I love you so much Chris and I don't want to break up with you, but if you don't respect me, then that's what's going to happen.
Don't take this as if I'm yelling at you. I called your house and wanted to talk to you about it, but you were watching a movie with you sister and I knew that you would take the offensive. I love you Chris. I just didn't think that you were that type of guy.
Everytime I try to talk to him about something, he thinks I'm putting a guilt trip on him. I'll just say it now because he's at his tutor.
What he said to me yesterday hurt really bad. I know that you can get over what people say to you and that they're just words, but those words hurt really bad. I did forgive, but it still hurts me a whole lot. It will take some time for me to get back to normal because I have been nothing but good to him, and this is how he repays me by saying fuck off and calling me a bitch. I just don't like being cussed at period. I know that Chris cusses, but it isn't directed toward me. That's fine. I just don't like being called that by my boyfriend. It made me feel like he didn't respect me, that he used me, and that i was stupid.
Chris, I know that it is hard for you to understand, but I have come to the conclusion that if you say that to me again, then I can't be with you. I love you so much Chris and I don't want to break up with you, but if you don't respect me, then that's what's going to happen.
Don't take this as if I'm yelling at you. I called your house and wanted to talk to you about it, but you were watching a movie with you sister and I knew that you would take the offensive. I love you Chris. I just didn't think that you were that type of guy.