Gwen
Okay, here it is. I'm really having doubts about my relationship with chris. He doesn't really call me anymore, and when he says he does, he doesn't, or forgets. I do a lot for him and I fell like he's just using me. I guess we really need to talk, but I guess that will only happen when he calls. He asked me tonight if we wanted to get together and said that he would call me after he dropped derek off, but I have yet to hear from him. Why does he make me sad all of the time. I mean sometimes he just makes me feel really bad. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm the one who makes the calls and that makes me feel like I'm stalking him and that I can't do anything without him. I can't feel like this. I don't need it. How much do you want to bet he won't call me tomorrow before he goes to work or anything?