[private]thoughts
I couldn't sleep last night, so me and the good Captain Morgan sat up for a while. If it is cancer, and i'm assuming at this point it is, then there are a few problems.
If I accept any treatment, I'm likely to lose part of my brain. That means I lose my job, and could end up in a nursing home like Jane.
If that happens, she has to move to an NHS home. I know there's nothing intrinsically wrong with that, but they are more crowded, and she likes where she is. It would upset her.
If I don't accept any treatment, insurance doesn't pay out, resulting in the same.
If Adam sees the results of the MRI and it does show cancer, he'll be morally obliged to make a note of that on my file.
That leaves me with two options. Make sure the results go missing, or make sure something else which is insurance covered were to cause my death. Considering how close I came this september, I think that may be my best option.
I've written out a draft will for the solicitors to change my current one to. As it stands, Sarah gets the appartment, to use or rent out, whatever she pleases. Jane gets the insurance money, which should keep her for however long she lives. The savings account goes to whoever takes Sammie, to take care of her.
Sammie is an issue. I know Sarah Jane would take her, but I'm hesitant about doing that, simply becuase of the way she and K-9 might get along, or not. The other option is her favoritest human, Adam, but I dont' know if him and Megabyte would want her permanently. I'm going to see if I can find out though.
Tonight I'm going to burn all my journals mentioning this topic. I don't want insurance to be able to suspect any prior planning. I should probably delete my livejournal entries on the topic as well.
right now though, I'm going down to see if I can dissapear those test results.
If I accept any treatment, I'm likely to lose part of my brain. That means I lose my job, and could end up in a nursing home like Jane.
If that happens, she has to move to an NHS home. I know there's nothing intrinsically wrong with that, but they are more crowded, and she likes where she is. It would upset her.
If I don't accept any treatment, insurance doesn't pay out, resulting in the same.
If Adam sees the results of the MRI and it does show cancer, he'll be morally obliged to make a note of that on my file.
That leaves me with two options. Make sure the results go missing, or make sure something else which is insurance covered were to cause my death. Considering how close I came this september, I think that may be my best option.
I've written out a draft will for the solicitors to change my current one to. As it stands, Sarah gets the appartment, to use or rent out, whatever she pleases. Jane gets the insurance money, which should keep her for however long she lives. The savings account goes to whoever takes Sammie, to take care of her.
Sammie is an issue. I know Sarah Jane would take her, but I'm hesitant about doing that, simply becuase of the way she and K-9 might get along, or not. The other option is her favoritest human, Adam, but I dont' know if him and Megabyte would want her permanently. I'm going to see if I can find out though.
Tonight I'm going to burn all my journals mentioning this topic. I don't want insurance to be able to suspect any prior planning. I should probably delete my livejournal entries on the topic as well.
right now though, I'm going down to see if I can dissapear those test results.