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I have this problem.
I've been going to bed very depressed almost every night since I've been back at school and all I've been really wanting to do is get wasted, which I did do and I ended up just puking until there was nothing left and my nose was bleeding, I cried uncontrollably the whole time, and all I could think about was wanting to be home with my mom.
There are things that I know are contributing to it, but this is so extreme, its the kind of depression where you don't want to wake up in the morning. I really haven't felt like this since high school. I need help or something, because I feel like I'm going off into the deep end.
fuck
I've been going to bed very depressed almost every night since I've been back at school and all I've been really wanting to do is get wasted, which I did do and I ended up just puking until there was nothing left and my nose was bleeding, I cried uncontrollably the whole time, and all I could think about was wanting to be home with my mom.
There are things that I know are contributing to it, but this is so extreme, its the kind of depression where you don't want to wake up in the morning. I really haven't felt like this since high school. I need help or something, because I feel like I'm going off into the deep end.
fuck