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so like a month ago all i could say was i was ready... and i want to move on and i am not going to miss anything about the life i have right now...
but that is so not true anymore. people that have been in my life for years and years aren't going to be there anymore. i will miss each and every one of them. even if by the end of highschool we never talked or being together was weird something about them made me who i am today.
but all in all this college thing scares the crap out of me. everything is going to be different. the people, the places, the classes, its not the same old square around the SCS gym anymore. its weird. and i cant lie and say that i am not excited about it... but i dont know how its going to feel to get used to it and that is what scares me.
i miss people that i havent been friends with for years and most of the friendships were lost for reasons that looking back on were so childish its laughable.
i move in on the 29th. 12 more days of "normal" ... whatever that means. college is an awkward thing to think about
but that is so not true anymore. people that have been in my life for years and years aren't going to be there anymore. i will miss each and every one of them. even if by the end of highschool we never talked or being together was weird something about them made me who i am today.
but all in all this college thing scares the crap out of me. everything is going to be different. the people, the places, the classes, its not the same old square around the SCS gym anymore. its weird. and i cant lie and say that i am not excited about it... but i dont know how its going to feel to get used to it and that is what scares me.
i miss people that i havent been friends with for years and most of the friendships were lost for reasons that looking back on were so childish its laughable.
i move in on the 29th. 12 more days of "normal" ... whatever that means. college is an awkward thing to think about