How I see the world

[drrtgrrl]

I see it in my daughter and the stresses that a seven year old can carry. I do not look at her stresses as any thing less then my own. She worries, and pines. She looks to understand why things are wrong and why people cannot just be happy. I to want things to be right in the world. Whether it is by my own vices that things go wrong, I assure it is not of any cruel intentions. I have wronged in the past and I am sure I will wrong again. However, I have felt that I want and am trying to have a bigger heart. An open heart, to forgive others and myself. To let the past go and enjoy the moment. If that is one thing I want to instill in my daughter is that all we have is now. Because yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not here yet and the possibility that next week may never happen. All we have is each other, and the people we let in. If we dont hold on to what we have right now, right at this moment, it will pass us and we are left with should of and could ofs...

Right now Anna is sleeping in my bed, so innocent. I pray for her solace. I pray for her to embrace childhood and enjoy each rain cloud as much as a sunny day...

today has been both