PART 11 OVERFLOW
DURARARA!! KINK MEME PT.11 OVERFLOW
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This post is only for new and continuing fics from part 11! Please do not post new requests here.
ATTN all authors moving fics to this part:
Please put the original URL to your request somewhere in the first part of the fic, just so people a) know what it's for and b) to make things easier for russia_sushi-tachi. Thank you ( Read more... )
If the situation had been less serious, he would have laughed at the face the brunette was making, but he couldn't laugh. Not when he was afraid that the brunette would slip away.
He admitted that he was afraid of losing Izaya.
He loved him and now that he was aware of it, he didn't want to lose him.
"Izaya?" he said, after a while of silence. Izaya looked at him and after a while a chuckle came out of him and then it became a laugh. The brunette pushed him away and got up as he kept laughing.
"Oh Shizu-chan you don't love me," the brunette said after he calmed himself. Shizuo turned to look at the brunette.
"What?" he said, dumbfounded.
"You don't love me," Izaya repeated, this time not looking at him.
"You can't love me... You just want to love me. It makes sense I'm the only one not afraid of the beast of Ikebukuro. So because of that you want me"
"All of this started because of you feeling guilty Shizuo. You hurt me and you realized how much of a monster you are, and because I didn't feel afraid of you even after that, you felt guilty. So you decided to change yourself and are trying to fool yourself in believ-"
"Enough!" Shizuo screamed, no longer able to stand that Izaya didn't believe him.
"You're right I did feel guilty for hurting you and I did want to change myself, but I'm not trying to fool myself. I love you and I know that because I feel happy around you"
"Even when you insult me and annoy me, I freaking love you. So don't you tell me how I feel because I know my feelings. Instead tell me how you feel," Shizuo looked at the brunette, his heart beating wildly. Once again the brunette was looking at him with that pained look on his face, the one he hated seeing. Getting off the couch he walked closer until he was standing in front of him.
He wrapped his arms around Izaya bringing him close to him.
"Izaya you're in love with me, right?" he asked.
It was extremely quiet and each minute that passed was torture for Shizuo, but he held onto the brunette and hoped that he would tell him the truth.
"No" Izaya finally answered.
Without any other word the brunette pulled away from him and walked away. The last thing Shizuo heard from Izaya was the sound of him leaving his apartment.
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