"E HAH"
"E-HAH"
It's a word that's thrown from my mother. It's Thai and I don't know exactly what it means but it's around the lines of "bastard" or whatever curse word you could think of to call someone. I admit I have been delaying my last final test but I'm taking it tomorrow. That word is so familiar; It seems like I've heard it all my life. Screamed, or even whispered; In my lullabies my mother never sang to me. My parents taken care of me well but they've taught me everything there is to know that they know and they're afraid that I'm formulating my own opinions and smoking. Does my mom think that I'm that retarded enough to smoke in my fucking room? She flips out when I wear my shoes and step on the hardwood floors. Shes calls me ugly because I got snakebites.
I try to say I love her but she makes it difficult. It's probably the moment which I'm hoping for because I don't want to say I love her because I think I should.