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ok, my last post i lied. i guess now there are people that are talking about me and i was just aproached by an individual from the secureity department telling me that a bunch of the officers are anoyed with me because i ask to many questions about everything. and i always get involved with things that i dont need to be involved in while im not working. so now the few people that i trusted and thought were my friends i can no longer trust. im sorry i value my job and i seee its importance and thus i try to be there for my co-workers and i try to help in any way i can. so i guess you can say that things have gotten worse. life sucks. i dont know how to handle this one. all of the people i have valued here are gone now and im left with no one. i have some that are working there way back but that will take time and they have not invested it yet, and im sick and tired of trying to make them. if they want to be my friend and if our friendship in the past ment anything to them i do hope that they take the initiative to start something soon. please pray. i am under some sort of spiritual attack but i dont know how much longer i can hold out.