What am i here for?
those of you that know me know that i am always a relational person. i have no strong relationship up here. i have friendships that i thought were relationships but in the past few days it has appeared that the only thing those people want is to be able to say hello in the halway to yet another person. the people that i valued and concidered to be in my close group of friends now appear to be pulling away. i understand that i have a strong personality that takes some time to get used to. but all the people that i had close are pulling away. i have one friend on my floor that i can feel a strong relationship growing with and he is close to my inner circle. other than that i have nothing. i am a person that needs to help people in order to have a purpose. i need to have people talk to me and tell me the problems that they are having in order to feel any value at all. people have always been open with me and able to approach me and tell me anything. last year on my floor people would come to me for prayer and for counsel. here, nothing. i have no bonds with anyone. i know the names of all of two people on my sister floor. only one of which i talk to regularly. but i dont know what is going on. people dont talk to me and the people that do are pulling away. i have always told myself that God would use the gifts he has given me in the place that he has called me. so why im i unable to use the gifts here? i was last year. is it a problem that i am having or am i in the wrong place? some one tell me. i dont know what i going on but i need some help.