i dont really know were to put this.

Nov 16, 2005 01:31

hmmmm....

this one is a little odd. today i was talking to stacy and adam during lunch. stacy asked me about my history because myself and some friends were on the topic of a spiritual theory about ghosts, that didn't contradict scripture in anyway. stacy came to sit with us and join our conversation. she was more than welcome and was interested in what we had to say. she asked me about me past and i started to tell her. adam then joind the table. more by my invitation than anything else. that was a move i soon regretted. i dont know how it happened but all of a sudden he was talking about bringing mentalities from our past and still adhearing to them now. i honestly dont know were this came from. i was a little taken aback by this but i wanted to hear what he had to say. obviously he i a figure i respect and it isnt my place to judge him.

he talked in that tone were you can tell that they are telling you something straight to your face while tryying to hide it at the same time. i wsa talking about spiritual powers and some of my friends. and then i said, on a completely different topic, some of my spiritual giftings from God. i said that i have always had the gift of discernment. he then started talking about how God takes his gifts back due to our misusing them. and so we will act on a gift that we thought we had but dont anymore. i dont know about you but i have never known God to take something back that he gives us. so i guess that we have a theological disagreement.

you know.... what ever, i dont care about a disagreement. but it seemed that he went out of his way to bring up a topic that had nothing to due with what we were talking about. i dont know if this has anything to due with someone informing him of some things that took place or were said earlier in the semester and he was sticking up for the person. which that problem has been dead for a while and now we get along fine. we just need to be careful around eachother. but it bothers me why he would do that. i cant think of any reason. i dont know i will sleep on it. if anyone has any idea then let me know. if someone could have stacey read this that would be great. i could use her input. after all she was there.

i dont know. half of the things that adam was saying i didnt even follow. that is what makes me think that he has predisposed knowledge. i dont care if he does, but if you do please admit it. that is what bothered me the most, is how secretive he was about it. it was almost like he was trying to say something with out saying it.

hmmmm..... what ever, if you know what is going on please let me know. im kinda lost. and it appears that he overstepped the line. but i dont want to judge him. he is a friend and my DL. i respect him and as a man of God and a friend. so before this changes please inform me of the details that i obviously missed.
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