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i am
happy. sad. a good friend. adventurous. shy. confident. procrastinating. a male. bored. anxious. clumsy. sociable. always punctual. selfish. intelligent. funny. a female. sarcastic. insecure. sick. beautiful. articulate. loud. kind. even tempered. honest. short. tall. medium height. proud of myself. loving. witty. down to earth. outspoken. determined. high-maintenance. pretty. assertive. organized. selfless. awesome.
i have
brown hair. brown eyes. blue eyes. curly hair. long fingernails. braces. chipped nail polish. long legs. straight hair. a fringe. long eyelashes. sore feet. freckles. dark skin. medium skin. green eyes. blonde hair. dyed hair. short legs. red hair. big boobs. rosy cheeks. wavy hair. black hair. small-ish waist. tattoos. piercings. big ears. short hair.
i ♡
people. flowers. kisses. summer. coffee. the rain. candles. incense. late night talk shows. insects. hugs. attention. the beach. chocolate. music. beanies. harry potter. twilight. facebook. black and white photos. sleeping in. driving. narrating my pet's thoughts. opening gifts. buying gifts. halloween. cute texts. apples. compliments. country music. hip hop. sushi. sports. art. singing. seeing my loved ones happy. surprises. sunsets and sunrises. skinny dipping. horror movies. simon cowell. family guy. garlic. hearing somebody talk in their sleep. being right. kfc. abstract photography. concerts and festivals. tanning. oversized t-shirts.
i would ♡ to be a
police officer. lawyer. doctor. teacher. fruit picker. mother. greenpeace volunteer. hippie. groupie. rockstar. footballer's wife. therapist. singer. actress. diving instructor. lottery winner. company owner. housewife. nurse. builder. race car driver. website developer. an inspirational talker. music teacher. artist. chef. makeup artist. hairdresser. restaurant owner. homeless shelter volunteer. fitness trainer. vet. radio show host. band manager. all of these jobs are shitty.
i like to eat
fruit. vegetables. fast food. sushi. in bed. rice. sandwiches. subway. chicken. cakes. seafood. a lot. pasta. rice crackers. when i'm bored. cheese. ice cream. garlic bread. peanut butter out of the jar. eggs. lots of ethnic foods. pancakes. honey. lunch. bread crusts. low calorie foods. soy products. gluten free products. only when i'm hungry. toast. breakfast. pizza.
i dislike
cold mornings. baths. people dissing my taste in music. people in front of me walking really slowly. having my personal space invaded. cleaning. going to bed early. wine/beer. religion arguments. coffee. the beach. rain. children. having my photo taken. drama. gossiping. hip hop. cooking shows. drugs. cats. people singing happy birthday to me. selfish people. social networking sites. swimming. snow. eminem. seafood. one word text messages. awkward silences. alarm clocks. hypocrites. everything but fictional boys.
Hi, so I haven't been around since Sunday because, er, I'm lazy and a terrible person. Mostly because I'm lazy, partly because checking my flist is becoming kind of a chore. Not because of you guys, of course, but because of all the fandom, all the news, all the NEWS (pardon the pun), and everything else. Not that I don't love JE and Japan, I just don't have the energy to deal with my laptop freezing and then scrolling through a bunch of entries
It's funny that this comes after I finally get freed from badminton. Maybe I just really suck.
In any case, I finished Hidarime. It's the first drama in a while that hasn't been predictable. To me, at least, since I always predict what ends up happening by the middle of the final episode, which I'm pretty sure everyone does. In any case, Yumeto was easily my favorite character (I do love the villains) and Kato-san was a close second. Uh. Basically Yoko is really, ridiculously gorgeous as a bad guy (The Quiz Show 2 can attest to this) and I have successfully baited Lizzie into watching it because Yoko is pretty.
She likes it. Mostly Yoko.
In any case, I'm hoping to follow Yankee-kun to Megane-chan, Troubleman and Shinzanmono this season, at the very least, and Tumbling! if I can. It shouldn't be too bad, especially since it's only a few dramas and Troubleman is shorter.
I'm done with school in a few weeks, which means the choir show is soon. There's a lot of dancing, a lot of solos, a lot of costume changes necessary (what are we, a play?), and of course, we are doing "Thriller" as a finale because it's Motown+Micheal Jackson. Yeah, idk either.
I tried out for a few solos, knew I wasn't going to get them, and then I tried out for "Ain't No Mountain High". It was good, I was good. I love that song and I love singing it and I love the solo because it's in my range and I can do it in my chest voice and I can sing it accurately and better than anyone that tried out (who didn't already have a solo).
And Mrs. C, who tells C and M to sing with personality, lets them sing again, then ignores the alto half of the line, apparently doesn't think so because she ignores the alto half of the line like we don't even exist and gives it to C, whom I love and adore with all my heart but sounded so pitchy and fakely cute when she sang it, saying "You know, you just have the personality for this." C (another one) turns to me and asks, "Why didn't you get it? D:"
I could ask the same thing.
I suppose I'm just paranoid, but I'm not really all that attractive from afar and I'm a terrible dancer, so of course I'm in back for all of the songs. For the dance, they're putting the two soloists in front so they can sing and then dance really easily, and I don't have personality when I sing solos because I'm nervous and apprehensive. But I could put in personality if asked to because, well, I'm not wholly stiff as a board. Sure, I'm a little boring irl and not all that articulate, but you know, I sang it better and most of Chambers agreed afterward.
I'm happy for C. I don't blame her a bit. I just wish Mrs. C would have given me (and O, who was right after me!) a chance to sing with a little more personality. Which thus makes this choir show nearly completely with too much dancing, too many songs, unfair choir directors, and no perks for me.
Except singing "Thriller". That's fun.
Wow, this is long, so I leave you with words from Lizzie, concerning one fabulous Zebra Queen: "Oh my god, she's like, Lady Gaga's goth little sister, and as a result she is fabulous."