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I like you all. I love you all. I want to be there for each and every one of you no matter what, even if I'm a fail!commenter and am so sure a good few of you don't ever read any of my entries. In fact, I don't care if you don't read any other entry, but I hope with all my heart that you'll read this one.
Because I care. I want to care. I want to sparkle at you for eternity and spread love, joy, and hand sanitizer to every corner of the globe where each and every one of you are. But that's sort of difficult when I'm such a failure at commenting because I hate to be generic (unless, of course, it's congratulations, but that is a different story) so I want you all to know that no matter who you are and where you're from, I read and I listen and I love. Never think that I'm skipping your entries or ignoring you because I swear I'm not.
I'm the kind of person that really wants to be close to you, but that tends to be really hard. I'm only close to one person online, it feels, which I don't mind because that's progress aplenty for me, whether irl or online, but I'm also very nervous and awkward and don't want to seem too overbearing with anything I have to say. So idk, a sign of reassurance that I'm not a lost cause of "omg ilu all sfm ;___; <33" would be nice, but not necessary. XD (because I am, I get it.)
So, uh, yeah. I'm trying still not to cover everything up but it's not working very well so I will remind myself if/when the next wave of emo comes and pour it out somewhere it won't bother anyone. <3
Off to watch Unubore Deka now~
Because I care. I want to care. I want to sparkle at you for eternity and spread love, joy, and hand sanitizer to every corner of the globe where each and every one of you are. But that's sort of difficult when I'm such a failure at commenting because I hate to be generic (unless, of course, it's congratulations, but that is a different story) so I want you all to know that no matter who you are and where you're from, I read and I listen and I love. Never think that I'm skipping your entries or ignoring you because I swear I'm not.
I'm the kind of person that really wants to be close to you, but that tends to be really hard. I'm only close to one person online, it feels, which I don't mind because that's progress aplenty for me, whether irl or online, but I'm also very nervous and awkward and don't want to seem too overbearing with anything I have to say. So idk, a sign of reassurance that I'm not a lost cause of "omg ilu all sfm ;___; <33" would be nice, but not necessary. XD (because I am, I get it.)
So, uh, yeah. I'm trying still not to cover everything up but it's not working very well so I will remind myself if/when the next wave of emo comes and pour it out somewhere it won't bother anyone. <3
Off to watch Unubore Deka now~