i've got a world, but i want yours
I haven't wrote in here in like two weeks! I'm still happier than ever with a certain boy <3 Staying up every night till 4 tho and going to work at 8:30AM is kicking my ass though. Just like summer school...UGH.
On another note, some friends come and go and I don't know where any of that stands. Yea, I know people change, but they shouldn't change for the worse. I know it'll all work out though so i'm not too upset about it anymore. Best friends will always be there, whether they say it aloud or not, they're there.
I'm tired of working at my job, even though i never wana give up the freedom that I have at it. I need a NEW job in G'boro that pays NO LESS than $10 an hour...is that so much to ask??????
I'm ready for school to be back, I'm ready to be around my friends again, i'm ready to actually live in my apartment...i'm ready to be out on my own, even though I know it's gona be kinda hard.
But the only bad/sad thing that comes out of moving back to G"boro is that i'm only gona see Cory MAYBE 2-3 times a week...and that's only gona be when he's NOT on tour. I can do this, and I know he can, but that doesn't mean that i'm not gona miss the hell out of him every day! But when it comes down to it, I wouldn't have it any other way because he's actually doing his dream. And it's an amazing thing with how it's working out for the boys, and I would never get in the way of it. I think that's the majority of the reason why it's gona work. *Plus, i kinda like him...a lot.*
oh well, maybe i'll actually get my school work done this semester again and get my gpa back up............ugh. And my friends wont be able to say that i ditch them all the time for him...<3
On another note, some friends come and go and I don't know where any of that stands. Yea, I know people change, but they shouldn't change for the worse. I know it'll all work out though so i'm not too upset about it anymore. Best friends will always be there, whether they say it aloud or not, they're there.
I'm tired of working at my job, even though i never wana give up the freedom that I have at it. I need a NEW job in G'boro that pays NO LESS than $10 an hour...is that so much to ask??????
I'm ready for school to be back, I'm ready to be around my friends again, i'm ready to actually live in my apartment...i'm ready to be out on my own, even though I know it's gona be kinda hard.
But the only bad/sad thing that comes out of moving back to G"boro is that i'm only gona see Cory MAYBE 2-3 times a week...and that's only gona be when he's NOT on tour. I can do this, and I know he can, but that doesn't mean that i'm not gona miss the hell out of him every day! But when it comes down to it, I wouldn't have it any other way because he's actually doing his dream. And it's an amazing thing with how it's working out for the boys, and I would never get in the way of it. I think that's the majority of the reason why it's gona work. *Plus, i kinda like him...a lot.*
oh well, maybe i'll actually get my school work done this semester again and get my gpa back up............ugh. And my friends wont be able to say that i ditch them all the time for him...<3