watching the world falling down on your head

Jun 22, 2006 10:43

First off:::it's hard to believe anything you say because you never follow through with anything that has to do with me...so go ahead and tell me that you're "not fucking lying" while you drunk and hang up on me like you did a week ago and tell me you'll call me when you know that you wont until you come back to G'boro bc that's how you always do. Maybe you're not an asshole, but if you look at the way you treated me...you should think again.

therefore, i dont believe that you miss me because if you did...you would call, at least you would call more than maybe once a week just to say "hey" and talk for like 4.5 seconds.

2nd: We'll see when you actually make it down here to hang out with me, because you've said it every since you went home, and it has yet to happen.

3rd: Apology accepted, because I'm a sucker for forgiving people easily...but that's what my belief's are.

4th: The definition of you IS being lost. That's the way you were from day one and nothing has changed after 6 months. I refuse to sit and wait on that any longer.

5th: i dont hate you...i never will, no matter how much you have hurt me (which you dont even know bc that's how much we communicate)

you cant just walk in and out like that over and over again whenever you want. I'll be happy when I see you again bc i do miss you. But I miss hanging out with you as a friend more than the other...that's it.
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