the only thing getting me through....
is knowing that RENT is coming out soon! I seriously am so excited, I can't even explain.
It's not just seeing the movie that I'm so excited about (even though I get chills so bad I have to shave again every time I see the trailer, which is a few times a week!) it's about seeing my friends again! Not just people I went to high school with and miss seeing everyday, but the people who make me happy everyday. I miss the energy that was in our group when missy, marcia, laura, candy and I would get together. It was so easy to just be with them and not worry about anything, just let loose and have fun. And even though I knew of and already loved RENT before I moved to Peoria, I had this bond, especially with miss and monk that I can't even describe. singing, dancing, screaming the songs just made me feel great, no matter what was going on in my life.
so anyway, I'm excited nonetheless to be home with family and friends. A week ago I was so sad that I wouldn't be having the traditional thanksgiving, and that just proves how everything in my life has changed in the past few months, and I couldn't imagine not spending a holiday with my parents, and not spending time with my parents until my birthday... but my girls are my family. I miss them so much, and I'm so glad I get to see them. I'm an emotional sap right now, but I'm just sad to be alone... and I can't wait to be with my girls again!
(you bitches better be as excited to see me... lol)