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I feel like I'm standing in the middle of the room, with people whizzing past, and I'm looking at them go, but it's all in slow motion. Everyone is moving about, living their lives, and I'm watching it all happen right before my eyes. Like I'm just watching Life happen, without being able to move myself. I can't move forward, and I can't look back. I'm stuck.
I'm trying to collect myself, I'm filled with emotions. Of wanting to get out of here as soon as possible, and stay here in fear of leaving certain situations at a fragile state. If I leave, what will happen?
sort of in the "should I stay, or should I go?" game of tug-of-war. Except, there is no "not" going. I have to go, but doing the things that need to be done to get there are not being done. such as...... packing. ten days and not a thing in a box.
I'm going, but not moving forward. I'm scared to leave, but I feel I shouldn't look back.
I'm tired
I'm trying to collect myself, I'm filled with emotions. Of wanting to get out of here as soon as possible, and stay here in fear of leaving certain situations at a fragile state. If I leave, what will happen?
sort of in the "should I stay, or should I go?" game of tug-of-war. Except, there is no "not" going. I have to go, but doing the things that need to be done to get there are not being done. such as...... packing. ten days and not a thing in a box.
I'm going, but not moving forward. I'm scared to leave, but I feel I shouldn't look back.
I'm tired