Jul 12, 2005 13:38
I wrote this really long entry, and it deleted........ bah
I haven't written in a million years... I have been working and on vacation for so long.
I wrote a really long entry about my vacation, and I don't feel like reproducing it... it was a nice vacation. It was nice to get away from the heat (it was like 80 degrees my whole vacation, except a few days got into the 90's, but it wasn't blazing heat, so it was bareable)
The only bad part of the vacation was spending 24 hours a day with my family. It's nice for a little while, but I'm glad its over. I need to be away from family for a little while.
now i'm home, working again, and trying to figure everything out. I'm really confused about things lately. I need to figure out my financial situation, as well as what i want and need in life right now. I feel unsure of things.
last night I went out with Laura and Missy, to celebrate Missy's birthday, it was last week, but I was gone, so we got together for dinner. We ate way to much, and then we went to visit monkie and her new apartment. Then marcia and clay brought us to Candy's work to surprise her! It was a mini reunion. It was a lot of fun! I miss hanging out with the girls. It seems perfect to hang out with them, like I don't have to try. I also don't have to think, I can just be, and that feels nice, especially while i'm in a confusing state of mind.
today I have done absolutely nothing, and I love it! I have to work tonight, which will be good to get my mind off of things.
Now I'm gonna go watch some SATC, I'm too addicted to this show, and it gives me comfort and makes me confused all at the same time... there are times when I can relate to it almost too much, and it makes me feel like I need to do something about myself.