Sep 09, 2009 16:11
I'm broke. My car is shitting on itself. my phone is about to be shut off. My direct deposit has yet to go through and therefore i have yet to pay rent. and lets not forget what a terrible person i am.
11 years ago things were simpler.
there was only one thing i needed.
although as i was walking to my car last night a shooting star flew directly over my head.
i've never seen one so close.
i guess there are still little ways to show that you're still hangin around.
just..uh...maybe throw a little help my way once in a while?
i dont want to be tough and resilient anymore. i just want to relax.
also..what on EARTH am i going to do with the rest of my life?
its something i need to ponder.....
i'm just in that kind of a place at the moment.