life. falls. fast. now.
I am so annoyed at everyone and everything.
and i dont know why.
i feel like i shouldnt be. like theres no real reason....i mean. things have been looking up (or at least in the general direction)
but for some reason....SOMETHING just set me off.
sometimes i feel like some of the people i hold closest to my heart....take me for granted.
this isnt directed at any one person or anything, its something ive always felt with every relationship.
and i know I KNOW its something i need to work on, but i really cant help it.
i just dont like feeling like shit. and feeling that way because of the way a "best friend" talks to me.
or doesnt talk to me.
or treats me.
or...doesnt.
i dont really know.
maybe i am already stressed after 4 days back on the job.
or maybe i'm just crazy.
suckage.
(pwned.)
and i dont know why.
i feel like i shouldnt be. like theres no real reason....i mean. things have been looking up (or at least in the general direction)
but for some reason....SOMETHING just set me off.
sometimes i feel like some of the people i hold closest to my heart....take me for granted.
this isnt directed at any one person or anything, its something ive always felt with every relationship.
and i know I KNOW its something i need to work on, but i really cant help it.
i just dont like feeling like shit. and feeling that way because of the way a "best friend" talks to me.
or doesnt talk to me.
or treats me.
or...doesnt.
i dont really know.
maybe i am already stressed after 4 days back on the job.
or maybe i'm just crazy.
suckage.
(pwned.)