Starting Fresh
School has started and I already feel really stressed out. I'm taking 4 classes and every single one of them has a 10-12 page research paper OTL I already know what the topics will be for 3 out of 4 of the classes, so that's at least helpful to try and start to plan stuff out. It sucks that I can't BS these papers like I usually would though >.> I'm going to try and be more productive and do stuff ahead of time and not at the last minute. I feel like I've always said something similar, but it never actually happens that way, and I end up doinf everything at the last minute ^^;; Will at least attempt though U__U
Also, today i decided I'm going to start dieting seriously. Hopefully if me and my mom can stick with it together, we can keep on track. I think now that my sister has left for Seattle that will be a lot easier (her philosophy on eating is just eat whatever you want). Thankfully for me, I don't really drink that much soda, so that's already a huge leg up. I also already have come to the realization that my body can't handle crappy foods (like french fries, chips, etc. etc.) so that will make stuff easier too. I will probably end up craving that stuff at some point, but whatever :P
Also, have at least started to get good workout habits again. I've been running on my break, instead of just sitting around and eating. Right now I'm up to running 2 and a half miles, which, while not amazing, isn't too bad. I think that's about all I will be able to fit into my break though (unless I start upping the speed, which I might). I will just have to continue to add on to my run after I'm done with work. My goal is to also add swimming into my routine. I figure I can swim after I'm done work at work on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, then just swim at school after my class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Hopefully this works and I can motivate myself like I used to be able to. *fingers crossed*
Will leave this here for future reference:
Starting weight: 196.2 lbs >.>
In other news-ish. I had this dream that my school (I'm not sure what school this was since it wasn't either college I've ever been to or my high school) was selling the ずっとLOVE DVD but things kept happening (like, I think some kid broke his leg right in front of me XD) that I couldn't go buy it. It was really frustrating, because I really wanted to hear what the song sounded like (even though, even as I reference this in my dream, I already know what the song itself sounds like, but I kept forgetting this fact). Then, as I was finally on my way to go purchase it.........my mom woke me up to tell me my sister was going to leave soon so I had to start to wake up. IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING. I'll never know what ずっとLOVE sounds like now T_____T
Oh, and just as a mental note for myself: Me and Rebecca are going to try really hard to get to Japan next summer.
Also, today i decided I'm going to start dieting seriously. Hopefully if me and my mom can stick with it together, we can keep on track. I think now that my sister has left for Seattle that will be a lot easier (her philosophy on eating is just eat whatever you want). Thankfully for me, I don't really drink that much soda, so that's already a huge leg up. I also already have come to the realization that my body can't handle crappy foods (like french fries, chips, etc. etc.) so that will make stuff easier too. I will probably end up craving that stuff at some point, but whatever :P
Also, have at least started to get good workout habits again. I've been running on my break, instead of just sitting around and eating. Right now I'm up to running 2 and a half miles, which, while not amazing, isn't too bad. I think that's about all I will be able to fit into my break though (unless I start upping the speed, which I might). I will just have to continue to add on to my run after I'm done with work. My goal is to also add swimming into my routine. I figure I can swim after I'm done work at work on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, then just swim at school after my class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Hopefully this works and I can motivate myself like I used to be able to. *fingers crossed*
Will leave this here for future reference:
Starting weight: 196.2 lbs >.>
In other news-ish. I had this dream that my school (I'm not sure what school this was since it wasn't either college I've ever been to or my high school) was selling the ずっとLOVE DVD but things kept happening (like, I think some kid broke his leg right in front of me XD) that I couldn't go buy it. It was really frustrating, because I really wanted to hear what the song sounded like (even though, even as I reference this in my dream, I already know what the song itself sounds like, but I kept forgetting this fact). Then, as I was finally on my way to go purchase it.........my mom woke me up to tell me my sister was going to leave soon so I had to start to wake up. IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING. I'll never know what ずっとLOVE sounds like now T_____T
Oh, and just as a mental note for myself: Me and Rebecca are going to try really hard to get to Japan next summer.