Nothing important...rambling.
Dana sent me a "care package" that I received in the mail yesterday. She's the best. I got tons of candy, pajama pants, a shirt, plus other little goodies, and a check for $200. I'm telling you, I have the most amazing family ever. All of them are too generous for their own good, especially my sister and brother in law.
I didn't end up going to the little "party" last night. I was just way too tired. Maybe next weekend.
Valentine's day is coming up. Hmmmmm. What does G want? My birthday is coming up too. I have no plans for my birthday. I'm not making a big deal about it. Dana and Byron are supposed to come up here sometime to see me, but they haven't told me when so that I can request time off work. And Jim (my grandfather) is supposed to be having some sort of surgical thing on his heart done on Monday. Please keep him in your thoughts.
I kinda want to get out of town for a weekend, but I don't know where or when to go. I need to get more rest before I do anything - I am really dragging today.
So I've decided I'm giving up on some people. I just don't want to be associated with them anymore. And it's not like I actually have a mental list of these people, it's just whenever I hear their names, something goes off in my head that says "Don't bother." It's weird. I can't really put it into words. I've had somewhat of a hard time putting a lot of my feelings into words as of late. I think people really think I'm a huge bitch, and what's weird is that at this point I don't care. If I care what you think about me, I make a conscious effort to say hello and smile at you. I give everyone a chance when I first meet them, and unless I'm just in a bad mood for whatever reason, I am extremely warm and will hug anyone that walks by. I don't think I'm a bitch. I've just been going through some weird stuff the past couple months. Haven't exactly been myself, but I'm getting there.
I want to dye my hair blue. Hopefully soon.
I'm either going to go work or fall asleep at my desk now. Hope everyone has a superb day!
I didn't end up going to the little "party" last night. I was just way too tired. Maybe next weekend.
Valentine's day is coming up. Hmmmmm. What does G want? My birthday is coming up too. I have no plans for my birthday. I'm not making a big deal about it. Dana and Byron are supposed to come up here sometime to see me, but they haven't told me when so that I can request time off work. And Jim (my grandfather) is supposed to be having some sort of surgical thing on his heart done on Monday. Please keep him in your thoughts.
I kinda want to get out of town for a weekend, but I don't know where or when to go. I need to get more rest before I do anything - I am really dragging today.
So I've decided I'm giving up on some people. I just don't want to be associated with them anymore. And it's not like I actually have a mental list of these people, it's just whenever I hear their names, something goes off in my head that says "Don't bother." It's weird. I can't really put it into words. I've had somewhat of a hard time putting a lot of my feelings into words as of late. I think people really think I'm a huge bitch, and what's weird is that at this point I don't care. If I care what you think about me, I make a conscious effort to say hello and smile at you. I give everyone a chance when I first meet them, and unless I'm just in a bad mood for whatever reason, I am extremely warm and will hug anyone that walks by. I don't think I'm a bitch. I've just been going through some weird stuff the past couple months. Haven't exactly been myself, but I'm getting there.
I want to dye my hair blue. Hopefully soon.
I'm either going to go work or fall asleep at my desk now. Hope everyone has a superb day!