it's okay to be angry and never let go,. it only gets harder the more that you know.
today was kinda gay, and i dont care who gets offended by that word. fuck yourself. k that was kinda harsh, and i shouldn't have said the ehff word but o well.
lets see...i had lunch with michelle, it was awkward and colder than stone. heh, worst 30 min of my life i think. so then i met my grandma around the hakll and she gave me money for my speakers and she automaticallyt knew something was wrong. so i kinda just gave up and she told me to walk out side with her and i died in her arms, literally and emotionally. today was one of those days you just don't speak about and that's why i'm done with typing this.
i got my stereo today and it's tight, i love it everything sounds so much better now.
so here's to making new friends ", finding myself" and never getting attatched to anyone again. and when i say NEVER getting attatched to anyone again, i mean it.
heh i never knew i could get so attatched to someone where i could actually lose a piece of myself and feel so empty like i do now. I didn't ever stop to think that in those 2 years i grew so dependent and attatched that i completely lost myself in her. I didnt stop to think that one day it would be over and i would be lost and have to pick myself up again and walk on my own two feet. I didn't stop to realize that in fact you do have to walk out on your own in this life without your freakin heart on your sleeve. and she thjinks i'd only act this way because of this situation, well i'll show her how bad it hurts to be replaced, and i'll show her how bad it hurts to die.
so in my closing statement on this day, i'm ready to move on, start new relationships and find myself, in me, not in anyone else, thing, or material.
i'm christopher ramos, and i plan to stay me and be dependent on myself.
lets see...i had lunch with michelle, it was awkward and colder than stone. heh, worst 30 min of my life i think. so then i met my grandma around the hakll and she gave me money for my speakers and she automaticallyt knew something was wrong. so i kinda just gave up and she told me to walk out side with her and i died in her arms, literally and emotionally. today was one of those days you just don't speak about and that's why i'm done with typing this.
i got my stereo today and it's tight, i love it everything sounds so much better now.
so here's to making new friends ", finding myself" and never getting attatched to anyone again. and when i say NEVER getting attatched to anyone again, i mean it.
heh i never knew i could get so attatched to someone where i could actually lose a piece of myself and feel so empty like i do now. I didn't ever stop to think that in those 2 years i grew so dependent and attatched that i completely lost myself in her. I didnt stop to think that one day it would be over and i would be lost and have to pick myself up again and walk on my own two feet. I didn't stop to realize that in fact you do have to walk out on your own in this life without your freakin heart on your sleeve. and she thjinks i'd only act this way because of this situation, well i'll show her how bad it hurts to be replaced, and i'll show her how bad it hurts to die.
so in my closing statement on this day, i'm ready to move on, start new relationships and find myself, in me, not in anyone else, thing, or material.
i'm christopher ramos, and i plan to stay me and be dependent on myself.