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i hate the fact that i love music so much it completely runs my life. every song i listen to tells me how to feel and when to feel it. and sometimes some songs bring up things i dont want to remember and never would have to if i just stopped listening to the damn songs. but just as i need the song to engage that emotion the song actually needs to be heard and i cant stop myself from doing so...maybe thats me telling myself i cant fight what i feel inside about some things right...damn, this song is called crying and part of it is making me want to do so and another part is making me complacent and at least acceptant...no specifics, i rarely do that and will actually try to do it less from now on. no specifics