Wait, Do you see my heart on my sleeve? its been there for days
So now that this is an actual possibility,
and your showing the subtle hints of your feelings for me,
I'm freakin out.
I'm irked.
I dont understand how, You can spend so much time with me, and not find me completly and utterly annoying.
And actually want to hang out with me regularly.
And spend time with me, and say all those cutesy things.
I dont want to ruin what we have now.
And relationships, the title "girlfriend" alone, Will drastically change things.
And, I dont want to venture into this, and have it fail miserably and lose one of my best friends.
But then, the other half of me. For the first time in a long time is single.
and I'm actually okay with it and building my life back up and figuring out who I am and what I want.
And I dont want to get lost in someone again.
Blah.