noone told me it'd be this hard..
I know this is for the best.
But I never would want to forget what we had.
It hurts me to hear you say how he's such a better guy for me,
And would never do me wrong like you have.
Admitting our love failed;
Admitting we're horrible for each other;
Admitting we cannot succeed even as friends;
Kills me.
It's not fair of me to continue to try to keep you in my life,
When one day, I love you, and the next I hate you for how you hurt me.
I'll never forget what we had, I cherish those memories;
Almost four years ago, Knowing what I know now, I still would have said yes.
And you will always have a huge chunk of my heart.
But now, It's time for me to venture out,
Build my new future without you in it.
You cant be my security blanket,therapist or my voice of reason.
I have to learn to do those things for myself.