now for the

[drownme]

can't bring myself to wake you.
porcelain shimmer gleam of the softest skin.

don't go away. i need you here.
i need you now. and i want what i need.

waiting for approval. point in a direction.
there i'll go. until you tell me to stop.

under over control. i feel like a robot.
i am here for now, but will you be there later?

what happens when things get harder?

i want it. do i already have it?
am i chasing a mirror?
will a shades silent shutter speed pull me in.
can i carry you . or should i tie you on to a stack of baloons
the helium would thrust . and get rid of this tormenting lust
i don't need your trust, i don't want you to trust me.
i can't have anything but this. crash .