Lost for you, I'm so lost for you.
Today...well. Yay for it being almost over!
Today I found out one of my good friends cuts herself.
And I have absolutely no idea what to say, what the best way to react to that is. She was wearing a sweatshirt and she briefly pushed up her sleeve and I saw, and I asked about it and then we talked, and yeah. Not the greatest thing to have to talk about.
Then I got a little bit more sad when she described how she was feeling and I felt the same way...
"Between trying to stay alive and at the same time not going completely crazy, yeah, its been pretty busy!"
You might not recognize me tomorrow. I can change, in spite of all they say, became something strange and beautiful.
Like joy.
And hey, if I want to look on the bright side of things, my parents leave for Florida in about seven hours. Then I'll be able to be better. My parents don't bother me that much, it is just that I can be alone now.
It's been so hard to get it right.
The moment I think i've caught up to "normal" then everything somehow gets itself back to
I AM SO SHUTTING UP RIGHT NOW.
Why do I let myself go on like this?
Well forget it all, and I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
Sweet dreams you guys.
True love is the stuff that dreams are made of.
<4
Today I found out one of my good friends cuts herself.
And I have absolutely no idea what to say, what the best way to react to that is. She was wearing a sweatshirt and she briefly pushed up her sleeve and I saw, and I asked about it and then we talked, and yeah. Not the greatest thing to have to talk about.
Then I got a little bit more sad when she described how she was feeling and I felt the same way...
"Between trying to stay alive and at the same time not going completely crazy, yeah, its been pretty busy!"
You might not recognize me tomorrow. I can change, in spite of all they say, became something strange and beautiful.
Like joy.
And hey, if I want to look on the bright side of things, my parents leave for Florida in about seven hours. Then I'll be able to be better. My parents don't bother me that much, it is just that I can be alone now.
It's been so hard to get it right.
The moment I think i've caught up to "normal" then everything somehow gets itself back to
I AM SO SHUTTING UP RIGHT NOW.
Why do I let myself go on like this?
Well forget it all, and I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
Sweet dreams you guys.
True love is the stuff that dreams are made of.
<4