It's begining to look a lot like christmas...... :)
Well it's been a few weeks since i've written in this thing and i havent really missed it so much so i guess it really ISN'T that important. However...i figured i'd update a bit, just b/c i'm extremely bored and i'm trying to sort out some thoughts and also write down some "to do's" so theyre easier to remember....
First of all, let me just say that being home for xmas break has been more boring than i had EVER anticipated. Although I got to see ashley a few times, and we were able to spend a fun weekend together (i love u!!!) i had YET ANOTHER problem with the laws of traffic...ugh. I got a freaking $240.00 PARKING TICKET for freaking parking our new jeep liberty in a handicapped zone for 50 minutes. i know...stupid stupid me...should have realized that i wasnt allowed to park there, but i read the damn sign wrong and not only got a ticket but landed our new car ON A FUCKING TOE TRUCK!!!!!!!!! So to make a long LONG story short...the cop was the biggest asshole i've EVER MET, ashley and i had to walk downtown with no coats (her in a hoodie, me in a thin shirt that literally didnt help AT ALL w/keeping me warm...) and on top of the 250.00....i had to pay AN ADDITIONAL $110.00 JUST to get the car out of the LOT. seroiusly...a nightmare. absolute nightmare. HOWEVER....this time, instead of just "giving in" and paying the money...i'm going to Traffic court (lol) downtown, actually tomorrow. the parents have NO IDEA that this even happened, and i plan to keep it that way unless i'm in like some actual trouble. But i called the lady at traffic court and she said most likely the judge will at least take off the 110.00 for the towing, and possibly lower the ticket price. And if he doesnt, she said i'll def be able to pay the bill in incriments, and not just fork over all of that money - which i dont have ANYWAY. Seriously, so it sucks to be me. Like...i've speeded since the day i got my license...parked illegally, etc...and like, not ONCE have i EVER ran into any problems. now...both times that i did something wrong i get the ass end of it. Oh well, serves me right for being careless and stupid. :( sigh.
I'll try to sum up some things that have happened in the past few weeks???....uhhh accidentally slammed ashley's ARM in my dorm room door...and she had to go to the emergency room @ like 1am last week - ugh...i still feel SO BAD about that. It's not broken, just badly badly bruised. (well lets hope...she has ANOTHER xray appt tonight) that was the worst thing EVER, i still feel so guilty :( poor girl. Umm lets see what else - crystal has become more annoying than EVER....she's disgusting and has gained so much weight it's sickening. Jess has become more and more nerve-wracking as well...her and crystal joined at the hip is enough to make anyone want to vomit. When ash came up for the last weekend at school, her and me and steph and beth had this like 2 hour conversation about how annoyign the 2 of them are, and how no one can stand them. Theyre literally pathetic. They may be nice girls, but theyre annoying as hell. Blah...i'm SO GLAD ashley is coming here next semester...things will be so much different. in a good way of course :) Finals went well i suppose. i find out my grades on the 19th?? 4pm i think i can check...ah, im keeping my fingers crossed. Anyways tho...hmm, not much else to say about that.
I figured out that im really not going to be able to work while i'm home for the holidays. There's only like 3 weeks...and since ash and i really STILL (even tho im not at school) only get to see each other on the weekends ( 1. b/c she still works, and 2. b/c my dad has been really stingy w/the car since it's new and he apparently leased it and we can only put so many miles on it...ugh) it's REALLY hard to find a job that will only hire me for like daytime and mon-fri. like it's impossible. They really only WANT college kids like nights and weekends...which is understandable, but just not something i want to, or really CAN do right now. Eh such is life. I AM going to babysit for Daniel on friday which will give me around $20 i'd say...and probably next week for Tommy/Erin which will give me another $25 at least...and maybe even for daniel AGAIN. Soooo...i dunno. Between that and some xmas money...i guess i can survive.
On a lighter note...im really really excited for christmas :) :) I cant WAIT to exchange gifts w/Ashley!!! i seriously have had like a MILLION ideas of what to get her, but i finally came down to choosing what exactly i want to get for her. We made a $150.00 Limit (give or take a few bucks) so that neither of us get more or less for each other...only fair ;) It'll be great!! Tomorrow im doing a bunch of shopping (after my freaking COURT HEARING...im praying that he DOES lower the amount i'll have to pay...) @ the mall, and target, and a few other random stores that can't be mentioned (shh!) annnnd then on Saturday ash and i are actually gonna go TOGETHER to the mall and somehow "split up" for an hour or so, lol. She doesnt have much time to get out shopping so i said i'd take her and we promised not to peak in each other's bags, hehe. Ah i love her so much. im seriuosly just really really excited to exchange and so so thankful to have her in my life. this will be the best christmas ever :) im so so happy with her...and even happier that we dont have to go much longer w/out being w/each other every day :) Going back to school is coming up in less than a month...and just thinking about how we wont ever have to be apart...and thinking about how neither of us will EVER have to worry about getting rides etc etc...is great. I can't believe the time has finally almost come...all of the waiting and stressing out and just being so sad a lot of the times. I'll never have to be sad again :)
Well i'm going to end this...i have some xmas presents to start working on :)
Until then....
ps--Ash if you're actually reading this...Happy 7 month anniversary ... tomorrow :) I love u more than i have ever found a way to say to you ;)
First of all, let me just say that being home for xmas break has been more boring than i had EVER anticipated. Although I got to see ashley a few times, and we were able to spend a fun weekend together (i love u!!!) i had YET ANOTHER problem with the laws of traffic...ugh. I got a freaking $240.00 PARKING TICKET for freaking parking our new jeep liberty in a handicapped zone for 50 minutes. i know...stupid stupid me...should have realized that i wasnt allowed to park there, but i read the damn sign wrong and not only got a ticket but landed our new car ON A FUCKING TOE TRUCK!!!!!!!!! So to make a long LONG story short...the cop was the biggest asshole i've EVER MET, ashley and i had to walk downtown with no coats (her in a hoodie, me in a thin shirt that literally didnt help AT ALL w/keeping me warm...) and on top of the 250.00....i had to pay AN ADDITIONAL $110.00 JUST to get the car out of the LOT. seroiusly...a nightmare. absolute nightmare. HOWEVER....this time, instead of just "giving in" and paying the money...i'm going to Traffic court (lol) downtown, actually tomorrow. the parents have NO IDEA that this even happened, and i plan to keep it that way unless i'm in like some actual trouble. But i called the lady at traffic court and she said most likely the judge will at least take off the 110.00 for the towing, and possibly lower the ticket price. And if he doesnt, she said i'll def be able to pay the bill in incriments, and not just fork over all of that money - which i dont have ANYWAY. Seriously, so it sucks to be me. Like...i've speeded since the day i got my license...parked illegally, etc...and like, not ONCE have i EVER ran into any problems. now...both times that i did something wrong i get the ass end of it. Oh well, serves me right for being careless and stupid. :( sigh.
I'll try to sum up some things that have happened in the past few weeks???....uhhh accidentally slammed ashley's ARM in my dorm room door...and she had to go to the emergency room @ like 1am last week - ugh...i still feel SO BAD about that. It's not broken, just badly badly bruised. (well lets hope...she has ANOTHER xray appt tonight) that was the worst thing EVER, i still feel so guilty :( poor girl. Umm lets see what else - crystal has become more annoying than EVER....she's disgusting and has gained so much weight it's sickening. Jess has become more and more nerve-wracking as well...her and crystal joined at the hip is enough to make anyone want to vomit. When ash came up for the last weekend at school, her and me and steph and beth had this like 2 hour conversation about how annoyign the 2 of them are, and how no one can stand them. Theyre literally pathetic. They may be nice girls, but theyre annoying as hell. Blah...i'm SO GLAD ashley is coming here next semester...things will be so much different. in a good way of course :) Finals went well i suppose. i find out my grades on the 19th?? 4pm i think i can check...ah, im keeping my fingers crossed. Anyways tho...hmm, not much else to say about that.
I figured out that im really not going to be able to work while i'm home for the holidays. There's only like 3 weeks...and since ash and i really STILL (even tho im not at school) only get to see each other on the weekends ( 1. b/c she still works, and 2. b/c my dad has been really stingy w/the car since it's new and he apparently leased it and we can only put so many miles on it...ugh) it's REALLY hard to find a job that will only hire me for like daytime and mon-fri. like it's impossible. They really only WANT college kids like nights and weekends...which is understandable, but just not something i want to, or really CAN do right now. Eh such is life. I AM going to babysit for Daniel on friday which will give me around $20 i'd say...and probably next week for Tommy/Erin which will give me another $25 at least...and maybe even for daniel AGAIN. Soooo...i dunno. Between that and some xmas money...i guess i can survive.
On a lighter note...im really really excited for christmas :) :) I cant WAIT to exchange gifts w/Ashley!!! i seriously have had like a MILLION ideas of what to get her, but i finally came down to choosing what exactly i want to get for her. We made a $150.00 Limit (give or take a few bucks) so that neither of us get more or less for each other...only fair ;) It'll be great!! Tomorrow im doing a bunch of shopping (after my freaking COURT HEARING...im praying that he DOES lower the amount i'll have to pay...) @ the mall, and target, and a few other random stores that can't be mentioned (shh!) annnnd then on Saturday ash and i are actually gonna go TOGETHER to the mall and somehow "split up" for an hour or so, lol. She doesnt have much time to get out shopping so i said i'd take her and we promised not to peak in each other's bags, hehe. Ah i love her so much. im seriuosly just really really excited to exchange and so so thankful to have her in my life. this will be the best christmas ever :) im so so happy with her...and even happier that we dont have to go much longer w/out being w/each other every day :) Going back to school is coming up in less than a month...and just thinking about how we wont ever have to be apart...and thinking about how neither of us will EVER have to worry about getting rides etc etc...is great. I can't believe the time has finally almost come...all of the waiting and stressing out and just being so sad a lot of the times. I'll never have to be sad again :)
Well i'm going to end this...i have some xmas presents to start working on :)
Until then....
ps--Ash if you're actually reading this...Happy 7 month anniversary ... tomorrow :) I love u more than i have ever found a way to say to you ;)