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I want to die. Like seriously...i wanna die :(
kyle's car won't start. It's snowing. Both of those things put together... = me having the worst day EVER. i was so excited to go get ashley today...like i couldn't WAIT. i found out kyle's car was parked in the freshman parking lot which is literally...the furthest point on campus away from ME, which sucked butttt it wasnt a problem b/c i was excited to go. even though it is FREEZING outside and snowing and the wind is like honestly ICE here in the most miserable place on earth - ya, clarion. So i get 1/2 way to the parking lot and realize i forgot my money to get gas...so i had to go BACK to the dorm. i get here, i get the $ and i start on my way again to the car. So on my way to the parking lot...for the 2nd time...i SLIP on the snow/ice/mud and FALL...mud covers my jeans...and my shoes. But i finally get down to the car...i sit down and turn the key. and it wont START :( i tried and tried...and it just wouldnt. i like sat there and cried for like 5 mins i was so frustrated and tried calling like 5 diff people from jess's cell phone, but no one was there.... so i had to go ALL the way back to the dorms...im like freezing, covered in snow and mud...and im crying. kyle told me he'd come back down w/me b/c he was convinced i jsut didn't do something right. i was like crossing my fingers that he was right. so we walked BACK to the parking lot...and...he tried...and it still wouldn't work :( i was literally ready to bust into tears...but i held it in. he said he was sorry and everything and didnt know what was wrong...and he knew it wasnt the battery :( so...we walked back to the dorms. again :( all i've been doing since is crying. :( like its JUST my luck that it happened this way - i cant believe it :( i was so excited...it was going to be perfect. everything was arranged. i was gonna be able to spend 4 days w/ashley and now...i cant :( I MIGHT go home w/nikki, like get a ride on friday and then again on monday morning. but...its not the same as ashley being here. and nikki's only going to drive home IFFFFF the roads arent bad. katie told me that she'd go home this weekend - like make her mom come up and get us BOTH...but she can only do that if she (her mom) doesn't have to work on sunday - which would be the day she'd bring us back. :Sigh: i just really hope it all works out. i fucking HATE the snow. :( i'm so so upset...i cant stop crying :(
i wish this wouldnt have happened :( i need my baby :(
kyle's car won't start. It's snowing. Both of those things put together... = me having the worst day EVER. i was so excited to go get ashley today...like i couldn't WAIT. i found out kyle's car was parked in the freshman parking lot which is literally...the furthest point on campus away from ME, which sucked butttt it wasnt a problem b/c i was excited to go. even though it is FREEZING outside and snowing and the wind is like honestly ICE here in the most miserable place on earth - ya, clarion. So i get 1/2 way to the parking lot and realize i forgot my money to get gas...so i had to go BACK to the dorm. i get here, i get the $ and i start on my way again to the car. So on my way to the parking lot...for the 2nd time...i SLIP on the snow/ice/mud and FALL...mud covers my jeans...and my shoes. But i finally get down to the car...i sit down and turn the key. and it wont START :( i tried and tried...and it just wouldnt. i like sat there and cried for like 5 mins i was so frustrated and tried calling like 5 diff people from jess's cell phone, but no one was there.... so i had to go ALL the way back to the dorms...im like freezing, covered in snow and mud...and im crying. kyle told me he'd come back down w/me b/c he was convinced i jsut didn't do something right. i was like crossing my fingers that he was right. so we walked BACK to the parking lot...and...he tried...and it still wouldn't work :( i was literally ready to bust into tears...but i held it in. he said he was sorry and everything and didnt know what was wrong...and he knew it wasnt the battery :( so...we walked back to the dorms. again :( all i've been doing since is crying. :( like its JUST my luck that it happened this way - i cant believe it :( i was so excited...it was going to be perfect. everything was arranged. i was gonna be able to spend 4 days w/ashley and now...i cant :( I MIGHT go home w/nikki, like get a ride on friday and then again on monday morning. but...its not the same as ashley being here. and nikki's only going to drive home IFFFFF the roads arent bad. katie told me that she'd go home this weekend - like make her mom come up and get us BOTH...but she can only do that if she (her mom) doesn't have to work on sunday - which would be the day she'd bring us back. :Sigh: i just really hope it all works out. i fucking HATE the snow. :( i'm so so upset...i cant stop crying :(
i wish this wouldnt have happened :( i need my baby :(