To this day i've never found someone with eyes as wide as yours...

Nov 05, 2003 12:33

Good news good news :) I got a 95% on my English test!! That was seriously the biggest surprise ever. I didn't think i did horribly, but i thought i'd be LUCKY if i pulled of a B. I got it back and turned it over and it said 95%!!! And i thought i did horribly on the essay part of it but i got a 30/30, and she wrote "Excellent essay!!" on it :) This lady is like, a pretty difficult grader too...so i must say, my 2 A's on her tests so far this semester have made me really happy. Thennn i went to earth science and i got an 89% on THAT test. Granted it's not an A, but, i honestly thought i did REALLY BAD, and i wasn't confident at all, but...now i am :) So i only have my finals left to do in these classes...theyre not cumulative, theyre just like the other tests...so even if i get like a B on either of the next tests/finals...i'll probably have an A overall in both classes :) That makes me happy. And my other english class...i really have no idea about since we do NOTHING in...and i *think* i could pull off an A in humanities...if i get an A on the next test in there. But we'll see about that.

Crystal is annoying the shit out of me. This morning, before we left to go to breakfast w/laura, she's like "so do u wanna go to walmart w/me today...im gonna borrow jerry's car, and i just need to run and get some stuff" and im like "sure, but i'm waiting for ashley to call first. she calls on her break, and it'll probably be around 1:00" And shes ilke "Well that's perfect. we'll go to lunch when u get back, and then ashley will call, and then we can go." and im like "Well i prob wont eat lunch till after she calls...b/c im eating breakfast now and i won't be hungry yet. but ya, still, after ash calls we can go" and shes like, "no you're going to lunch" (it obviously wasn't even ABOUT me going w/her to walmart...it was just to pick a fight or something) and im like "no...im not. im waiting for ashley to call and i defintely won't be hungry yet anyway." and shes like "noooo you're going. dont be antisocial." and im like "um, im definitely not..." and shes like "ya u are. u didnt eat w/us yesterday." and im like "um thats b/c u guys didnt go to till like 6:30 and i hadn't eaten all day so i was hungry and went earlier. who cares anyway?" and she goes "Well thats your fault u didnt eat. i dunno why u didnt, cause if u did u could have just waited and went w/us." and im like "ok well...its not a big deal. who cares, i dont mind going to get my food and bringing it back." and shes ilke "Well thats antisocial." UMMM IS THAT ANY OF HER CONCERN? NO. not to mention, um, i have other friends who i can eat with??? ORRRR i AM allowed to go over alone and bring food back. and then shes like "Well you can go w/us to lunch today." and im like "no. im not" and she was starting to walk to the bathroom and shes like "yaaa..u are." and im like "ok no....im not." (saying it to her down the hall.) So anyways....we go to class....i come back w/jess and jess is like "do u guys wanna eat now?" and im like "im not gonna eat now, im not hungry yet, i just ate like 2 hours ago." and crystals like "ur eating jamie, like, just go w/us." and im like "no crystal...like why is this a big deal? im just gonna go later." and shes like "cmon no. ur going." (just bugging me) and im like "ok. im not going...u guys can GO..." and shes like "then ur gonna be hungry for dinner early adn u wont go w/us again." and im like "well thats not big deal EITHER....like who cares." And finally she let me alone b/c jess said "well lets just go, are u sure u dont wanna come, jame?" and i was like "no its okay thanks jess." like seiorusly...can crystal not just SHUT THE FUCK UP? i dont know but shes REALLY Been annoying me lately. like...im just sick of her right now. i definitely need thanskgiving/xmas break. i have my own routine...and my own freaking STOMACH for god sakes, i know when im hungry, and i know what i want to do and i dont need her to act like my mommy, or all above me either, saying that im antisocial? um hunnie...im not sure if you're aware but u wouldnt haaave any friends if it wasn't for me who introduced u to them. Like...just do youw own thing. who cares. i know shes trying to be nice, i THINK, but shes going about it the wrong way and trying to make me look bad. She's annoying and childish and i cant handle it. When im hungry, i'll eat. When i want to do ANYTHING, i'll do it when i want to. i don't need her permission or anything else. And if shes trying to get at like...i'm antisocial b/c im always waiting for ashley to call??...she can honestly go to hell. She hassssss her little boyfriend here who she can go visit anytime, who she is only "in love" with b/c she wants to fit into the little clique that she thinks she's made for herself. Like, just give it a rest already...ugh. THEN...okay, jess had something in her away message about me. I didn't even know b/c i don't usually have AIM on, but she called me in and goes "look look!" and it was like something i had said a few weeks ago...and she put it in her away messeage and it was really cute. and like literally...10 min later, crystal calls JESS in here and is like "did u see my away message????" and it was like, something that jess said, like some insider between the 2 of them. Like get over yourself and grow up. we're not 16 years old anymore and we don't need to play games. She isnt any better than me, that's for sure, so she doesnt need to try to prove it. And she certainly doesnt need to test her friendship w/anyone here. She did that in high school with everyone else...and hey, guess what...now look where that got her - she has no friends left @ home accept her sister and HER friends...who are juniors...in high school...ya. So what does that say? Ugh. I'm just extremely annoyed.

ANYWAYS...:sigh: on a lighter note, i can't wait till ashley calls...hearing her voice makes everything better and it makes me happy :) I miss her so much already. i can't wait till this friday!!! at least it's tuesday i guess? 3 more days. I hope they go fast!!!!
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