and the feeling that i'm falling further in love makes me shiver, but in a good way...
Well today is ashley and my 5 month anniversary :) And they really have been a wonderful 5 months. The best 5 months of my life, that's for sure...
These last few days have been kind of crazy i guess. As far as like, my emotions and all t hat... Lots of highs and lows and ups and downs. I think the week went *kind of* fast, but it's been like a rollercoaster as far as what i've been feeling. But...that bad is over with, thank god. i've just realized A LOT of things, and really figured out who is important...and who means absolutely nothing at ALL to me. I'm not even going to get into that, but...lets just say i know who to count on, and who to pretty much never speak to again. :sigh: oh well. You live, you learn.
So since we have no where to really stay this weekend...and it's way too soon for me to go home (my mom would be really annoyed that i was coming home, b/c she knows that i pretty much only come home to use the car and see ashley. cause i didnt go home much last year) Ashley is getting the 2 of us a hotel aroundddd outside of the downtown area. I feel REALLY bad that she has to shell out the $ for it, but...she insisted...b/c there'd pretty much be no other way to see each other. Plus, i mean...it's our anniversary - so we HAVE to be together, obviously. She's honestly, the most thoughtful, sweetest person i know. SOOO...I'm getting a ride into town with Jim (whos going home to see his gf and the pittsburgh exit is just one or two before his own exit and abotu 15 minutes out of the way) and meeting ashley @ her work and i guess we're just taking a bus to the hotel. LoL it's like an hour bus ride...and our LAST bus experience together was on the way back from the michelle branch concert where a middle aged woman and her 3 SCREAMING kids made our ride a living hell. But yea...this one wont be nearly as bad. and at least i'll be w/my girlie. SOOOO...i'm actually really excited for this weekend. Even though it was really stressful all week trying to find ash a ride HERE (Which would have been absolutely ideal...but didn't end up working out) and then, running into problems even getting a ride back to pittsburgh for the whole hotel idea (it almost didn't work but jim is driving me there, and my friend steph finally came through for me and said she'd give me a ride back to clarion)...it'll all finally be worth it, and extremely relieving when i can see her this afternoon, and then all weekend. Just the 2 of us. No parents. NO INTERRUPTIONS. Etc. I love you ashley :)
So my brother just called and he's in the Clarion area and says he has a package to drop off from Mommy Abraham. God knows what's in it...but im sure she'll hook me up w/some cookies. But i'm praying for cold hard cash.
Get me out of this place...
These last few days have been kind of crazy i guess. As far as like, my emotions and all t hat... Lots of highs and lows and ups and downs. I think the week went *kind of* fast, but it's been like a rollercoaster as far as what i've been feeling. But...that bad is over with, thank god. i've just realized A LOT of things, and really figured out who is important...and who means absolutely nothing at ALL to me. I'm not even going to get into that, but...lets just say i know who to count on, and who to pretty much never speak to again. :sigh: oh well. You live, you learn.
So since we have no where to really stay this weekend...and it's way too soon for me to go home (my mom would be really annoyed that i was coming home, b/c she knows that i pretty much only come home to use the car and see ashley. cause i didnt go home much last year) Ashley is getting the 2 of us a hotel aroundddd outside of the downtown area. I feel REALLY bad that she has to shell out the $ for it, but...she insisted...b/c there'd pretty much be no other way to see each other. Plus, i mean...it's our anniversary - so we HAVE to be together, obviously. She's honestly, the most thoughtful, sweetest person i know. SOOO...I'm getting a ride into town with Jim (whos going home to see his gf and the pittsburgh exit is just one or two before his own exit and abotu 15 minutes out of the way) and meeting ashley @ her work and i guess we're just taking a bus to the hotel. LoL it's like an hour bus ride...and our LAST bus experience together was on the way back from the michelle branch concert where a middle aged woman and her 3 SCREAMING kids made our ride a living hell. But yea...this one wont be nearly as bad. and at least i'll be w/my girlie. SOOOO...i'm actually really excited for this weekend. Even though it was really stressful all week trying to find ash a ride HERE (Which would have been absolutely ideal...but didn't end up working out) and then, running into problems even getting a ride back to pittsburgh for the whole hotel idea (it almost didn't work but jim is driving me there, and my friend steph finally came through for me and said she'd give me a ride back to clarion)...it'll all finally be worth it, and extremely relieving when i can see her this afternoon, and then all weekend. Just the 2 of us. No parents. NO INTERRUPTIONS. Etc. I love you ashley :)
So my brother just called and he's in the Clarion area and says he has a package to drop off from Mommy Abraham. God knows what's in it...but im sure she'll hook me up w/some cookies. But i'm praying for cold hard cash.
Get me out of this place...