Being with you here makes me sane i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side...
Eh, i shouldn't be writing in here, i SHOULD be being productive but...i'm waiting for an email from Ashley anyway from her phone, haha....so i have a few minutes to write.
Last night Ashley came out to visit me for a few hours :) I'm so glad that she can get her car sometimes during the week cause it's killer to go 5 days w/out seeing each other. And i know its an annoying 1 hour drive too, soooo...i'm really really appreciative too. :) It was really nice to lay with her and be able to hold her for a little while. And she looked SO cute too!!! :)
So i'm like 99.99999999% positive that Brandon's insurance won't be affected by my stupid speeding ticket. I talked to my insurance agent - actually his secretary? - and he was really cool and understanding and checked on things for me. He said that brandon's won't be affected, and iffffffffffff mine even IS....it wont go into affect till like April, and it'll only be like 5%. So that was pretty good news. I mean i still have little worries, but...i'm just going to assume that everything is okay. I still feel AWFUL about ashley paying for it...but eventually i will pay her back or buy her something nice in return :)
Sooo I applied online to pitt yesterday!! ANDDDD i made a transcript request for Clarion to send my stuff to Pitt too. So those 2 thigns are done. NOWWWW today....i have to Fax the high school and have THEM send my transcripts, and also mail my reccommendation letter from my English professor (which is pretty good, i read it) and also my admissions essay. So today i will be all done w/that long process. Ashley got into pitt - congrats to her :) I knew she would though...let's just hope i do. ::Crosses fingers:: I'm nervous b/c i'm pretty borderline as far as like...well...everything. So, i'm trying to stay calm and just...hope for the best. i applied for spring semester...and if i get accepted, i AM going to go spring semester - as long as i have like, a dorm...if not, then i have no idea? i guess i'll have to wait till next fall b/c we obviously can't get an appt yet....b/c of lack of money and lack of TIME to find one. who knows. my mom is giving me a hard time about all that - going for spring semester - ...but i mean, that is how it's going to be and she needs to start making arrangements NOW. i really hope this all works out for the way i want/need/hope. I just REALLY can't wait to get to the point where i can get an appt w/ashley and live happily ever after :) It's going to be wonderful.
I am hoping to go home this weekend and get a ride with someone who's going there. There's a girl eric and ryan are friens with who
supposedly goes home all the time and ryan and eric said to ask her, she never cares who rides w/her....and she like apparently knows who i am??? But if Mike or Brandon or any of those guys go home who live like 20 min from me, i might ask them too. WEEEEE will see. i really do wanna go home though...spend some time w/ashley there, maybe see a movie or something. "Thirteen" is playing at squirrel hill and i really wanna go with her. we both wanna see it. (jen, have u SEEN that yet???....i've seen the link in ur profile for like a year!) i hope i can get a ride...if not, then jim said he'd pick ashley UP...but we'd need to find a ride for her to get BACK to pittsburgh on sunday. I'll have to ask around and see whats going on....hmm.
well i should go and get started on studying for my big English test tomorrow. i have a feeling its gonna be killer. aaand fax that stuff to the high school, etc etc. lots to do, lots to do....
I love u ashley :)
Last night Ashley came out to visit me for a few hours :) I'm so glad that she can get her car sometimes during the week cause it's killer to go 5 days w/out seeing each other. And i know its an annoying 1 hour drive too, soooo...i'm really really appreciative too. :) It was really nice to lay with her and be able to hold her for a little while. And she looked SO cute too!!! :)
So i'm like 99.99999999% positive that Brandon's insurance won't be affected by my stupid speeding ticket. I talked to my insurance agent - actually his secretary? - and he was really cool and understanding and checked on things for me. He said that brandon's won't be affected, and iffffffffffff mine even IS....it wont go into affect till like April, and it'll only be like 5%. So that was pretty good news. I mean i still have little worries, but...i'm just going to assume that everything is okay. I still feel AWFUL about ashley paying for it...but eventually i will pay her back or buy her something nice in return :)
Sooo I applied online to pitt yesterday!! ANDDDD i made a transcript request for Clarion to send my stuff to Pitt too. So those 2 thigns are done. NOWWWW today....i have to Fax the high school and have THEM send my transcripts, and also mail my reccommendation letter from my English professor (which is pretty good, i read it) and also my admissions essay. So today i will be all done w/that long process. Ashley got into pitt - congrats to her :) I knew she would though...let's just hope i do. ::Crosses fingers:: I'm nervous b/c i'm pretty borderline as far as like...well...everything. So, i'm trying to stay calm and just...hope for the best. i applied for spring semester...and if i get accepted, i AM going to go spring semester - as long as i have like, a dorm...if not, then i have no idea? i guess i'll have to wait till next fall b/c we obviously can't get an appt yet....b/c of lack of money and lack of TIME to find one. who knows. my mom is giving me a hard time about all that - going for spring semester - ...but i mean, that is how it's going to be and she needs to start making arrangements NOW. i really hope this all works out for the way i want/need/hope. I just REALLY can't wait to get to the point where i can get an appt w/ashley and live happily ever after :) It's going to be wonderful.
I am hoping to go home this weekend and get a ride with someone who's going there. There's a girl eric and ryan are friens with who
supposedly goes home all the time and ryan and eric said to ask her, she never cares who rides w/her....and she like apparently knows who i am??? But if Mike or Brandon or any of those guys go home who live like 20 min from me, i might ask them too. WEEEEE will see. i really do wanna go home though...spend some time w/ashley there, maybe see a movie or something. "Thirteen" is playing at squirrel hill and i really wanna go with her. we both wanna see it. (jen, have u SEEN that yet???....i've seen the link in ur profile for like a year!) i hope i can get a ride...if not, then jim said he'd pick ashley UP...but we'd need to find a ride for her to get BACK to pittsburgh on sunday. I'll have to ask around and see whats going on....hmm.
well i should go and get started on studying for my big English test tomorrow. i have a feeling its gonna be killer. aaand fax that stuff to the high school, etc etc. lots to do, lots to do....
I love u ashley :)